It’s been a freaking rough day. I’m still not done with my essay.
Archive for February, 2008
Today:
Posted in Uncategorized on February 28, 2008 | 2 Comments »
Jerry Springer, Tea, Cookies and Sufjan.
Posted in Uncategorized on February 27, 2008 | 2 Comments »
What a day! Oh, and a mega painful sore throat and upset tummy.
Today needs to be spent writing a research essay. But I don’t wanna! I’ve had two weeks, and it’s due tomorrow. I hate it when I do stuff like this. Oh well.
I think I’ll go watch Jerry Springer, have some soup and tea [...]
Mes Amis…
Posted in Uncategorized on February 26, 2008 | 2 Comments »
I love you all so very very very much! You all make me smile and lift me up when I’m down and and I just love you all so much! I’m feeling better today, mostly because I just went crazy real quick at lunch with Sydney and the Wii. Yay hysterical, silly laughter!
Party Pooper.
Posted in Uncategorized on February 25, 2008 | 4 Comments »
Emili, I really appreciate the effort. I love you and I’m sorry I’m so…depressing.
Church today. The new building is nice. Didn’t see many people I know. Wendy’s. I tried to be a good person, so I got a salad that was repulsive, but I ate it anyways cuz I was starving. Leslie was crying when [...]
0 = 2
Posted in Uncategorized on February 22, 2008 | 2 Comments »
Didn’t you know?
Yesterday was amazing (for once). Holly and I went shopping and complained and bought things and it was really nice. Then I went to Chapmans and watched some of Dances With Wolves. Then we (Emili, Chapman, Colton, Parry, Becky, Dominique and myself) went out on the Newnums’ front lawn and chilled. We sang [...]
{Post} For Dennis Brown.
Posted in Uncategorized on February 21, 2008 | 3 Comments »
Wow. I am amazed at the happyness, wonder and hope that filled freshman Becca. My LJ’s from then are so much more…light hearted than now. It is unbelievable how much I’ve changed. How much highschool has changed me. It’s as though I came into highschool, full of hope and creativity, but through the years it’s [...]
Beef Jerky & Milk.
Posted in Uncategorized on February 20, 2008 | 4 Comments »
I just want to live and let live. Why can’t I? Why can’t I have more apathy? Yes, at this point I am craving apathy. Anything but this.
Today was upsetting. I was planning on staying home, but mom was weeping and yelling when I woke up and so I decided school was better than dealing [...]
Seer’s Tower.
Posted in Uncategorized on February 19, 2008 | 2 Comments »
I am so done.
Done, done, done.
At what point did I actually think it was worth it? Or that… no. I hate myself, I hate trusting, and I hate the future. I am done.
Fin.
Fever Dream.
Posted in Uncategorized on February 15, 2008 | 2 Comments »
Alors,
1) Mme was very distracted. It was fun. Kenny and I did our little dialog thing and it went nicely, despite me not really studying for it.
2) The kids in that class are just getting to be too much. Today they were throwing toilet paper and paper towels around the classroom and making a mess [...]
Second Brain.
Posted in Uncategorized on February 14, 2008 | 2 Comments »
Zut, alors.
STRESS STRESS STRESS!
I am so done with all the homework and the research essays and the projects and lazy partners and….meh.
Oh, happy Valentines day. Sydney got us all condoms (XD) and really adorable heart-shaped notes. Mine almost made me cry! We went off campus at lunch and Sydney bought us some orgasmic cupcakes.
Hm…
2} Today [...]