Euh.
Where to start…? Erm, Ren Faire was really amazing. Except peeing. That was much to difficult (tmi? deal) due to the overwhelming amount of layers and yards of fabric. I am really thankful for Emili’s help, because I actually need her to pick things up for me et cetera, because bending over in my corset is so not an option. The prince kidnapped me once (it was really awkward.) and I did a lot of walking. Not sure who I prefer following more: Queenie or King. Hm.
I still need a few things, but the main problems have been solved. Except that I need money. Lots and lots of money. Babysitting, anyone?
It is unfortunate that as soon as RF starts and I officially have no weekend my teachers decide to assign loads of homework. I’m still failing math.
I’ve felt rather blue lately. Not at RF, while there I actually feel mildly attractive and it’s fun, but just in day to day normal life. I never get to see Wii or Sydney or Chapman (although Chapman is usually with Emili) and I’m finding that the slightest things are making me jealous. It’s ridiculous. We’ve been talking about the benefit concert a lot, and I want to do something but I don’t think I’m talented enough to do a solo.
I need my daddy. I need the ranch. Rodeo is next week. I think I’ll run away, because I need to not be here with all the sadness, self doubt, anger, fear, and stress. “Best time of your life” my scapula.
I apologize to my friends for coming off as apathetic or something. Lately I have been really selfish and not been paying attention to you all. I am really really sorry.
Alright.
1) Do a solo. You have a beautiful voice, go flaunt it. I’ll nag you.
2) I really, really need the ranch. I need a couple of days where I don’t have to care about school or RF or being on time for something, because I think I’m going insane to the point of being ill every day. Not that I’m inviting myself over, I’m just telling you. I’m sick of Tucson and everything that it entails.
3) If anything I’m the one who has been reserved and cranky, so. This second semester is proving to be extremely trying and I want school to be done with. I can’t take it very much longer.
<3
ilu. A lot. Try to take deep breaths, and take it one step at a time! *has already given that advice to Sydney*
Yeah. I’ll kidnap you, and maybe Sydney, soon, and we’ll not care about anything together!
-Laz
GRRR! My wordpress froze or something, so I’ll just post it again, sorry if there are doubles:
ilu. A lot. Try to take deep breaths, and take it one step at a time! *has already given that advice to Sydney*
Yeah. I’ll kidnap you, and maybe Sydney, soon, and we’ll not care about anything together!
-Laz